So... I don't even remember when I last made an entry on here... But I sadly have stopped writing for now.
Update on what is my life:
I'm engaged! Yay!
I passed nursing school (yay) and unfortunately did not pass my first try on my NCLEX... And I got so depressed. I quit my job and gave up. My fiancé was amazing. He stuck through the depression. He kept me alive.
So after a few months I woke up one day and had a wake up call. I gotta get back to it! So I got a job at a nursing home (worst decision of my life) worst 6 months! And I got back into studying.
So long story short (about the nursing home) I put in my two weeks and applied for a job at another hospital! I got the intern position! But not really because I'm still treated like a CNA... But I do get to start IVs, Foley's, NG tubes, and occasionally hang IV bags! The only draw back is that its a night position... I like it but I spend less time with my fiancé... Boo!
So I took my NCLEX again last Thursday. I was so nervous!! Omg! I could hardly eat!! After I was better though... And there is a quick results I can buy to see if I passed or not, but that tales 48 business hours to tell you... At 1:30 today will be my 48 business hours... I didn't want to tell anyone but my fiancé about it but I ended up telling my mom... And she just texted me to see if I passed or not... The butterflies are back... Its almost 10am and I can't get to sleep... I need to go to bed v.v if I don't I won't be able to get up when my fiancé gets home... I need to I promised to cool...
I just don't know what to do if I don't pass again... I think I would just die... Well here's hoping I pass!
So for now I've opened most of my fics (all but the chaptered ones and one personal one. (They are marked)
I would still like it if anyone reads them and likes them to comment and tell me what they think about them (good or bad) and if you really like some or most of them to go ahead and comment of my intro post to add me as a friend! You have to comment on that post and add me before I accept you though ^^
The locked fics are friends only also, so if you want to read them add me! (Unless my friend that doesn't have an LJ tells me she wants to read them. That's the only way they will be unlocked.)
I would link to my intro post but I'm on my phone right now and don't want to try to fight with it to make the hyperlink. It's easy to go to my intro post because its the first on on my LJ!